I don't know what I'm doing, what's right or what's wrong. I don't know what I want. Except to stop worrying, I'd love if that could stop. I don't want to get mad, I don't want to feel like I'm underwater, I don't want to hear " I don't deserve you" when I don't feel that way at all. Most of all I don't want you to tell me how I feel, weather its deep down, or how I feel on the surface. I don't want to hear it's not you it's me, and know that it's both. I don't want to answer my phone thinking its going to be an okay conversation and wind up breaking up twice. I can't go through more of that. If you want just go. I know you don't want to but you make it sound like we should. So just go. Okay?
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