Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Wake Up

God works in mysterious ways. He has his plan, and one day we'll all know of it. But until then we can sit, wait, watch, question, and know its for the best. And also enjoy everything he's going to throw our way. It's all for a reason. And at the end of the day Adam was right " We simply have the chance to gain things for a time." We gained each other for just over a month, and turns out it was exactly what we both needed. Now, we can move forward, move to the next thing, and be happy for each other, cause the others happy. We both knew this end was coming, even if he was the catalyst. So God, I'd like to take this chance to thank you. Thank you for putting Adam into my life at a time when I definitely did not think another boy was what was needed. Thank you for causing Trevor and I to break up. Thank you for letting me get to know another great person on this Earth, who i know for a fact I'm going to stay great friends with. Thank you, for opening my eyes. Thank you for opening my eyes to the fact that I love who I've loved for the past 5 months and one day. Trevor. Thanks for making me realize that even if i get so super frustrated with things, it's him who I'm suppose to be with right now. Thank you for letting Adam understand how I felt, and just knowing I'm happy and being glad that I'm happy. God, you've given me a lot of great people. Thanks for giving Adam a best friend who he's fallen in love with and she's rethinking their friendship. That's so great that that's finally happening! Thank you for more than one day with him. Two was just enough i think. Thanks for a perfect tearless goodbye. Thanks for those last hugs, the last kiss, and the last goodnight.

Kermit the Frog said "There are as many ways to meet someones as there are someones to meet. That said, it's almost impossible to meet that special someone unless you're willing to be someone else's someone until your special someone comes along." I think he may just have been onto something. So thanks God, I love you.

1 comment:

  1. Dear God,
    Thanks for letting him tell me exactly how he felt. Being loved isn't a bad way to end things.

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