They Bring Me to You

There's absolutely nothing like preaching for the first time after roughly 12 classes and working so hard on your frist sermon, preaching it in front of your mom making her cry getting no weaknesses and tons of praise for something that truely was myself. This sermon was everything I've needed to say and just let roll of my chest after everythign that's happened this past year. This was my chance and I did it. I let the world know my secrets I admitted to God and i admitted to everyone that without him i don't know where I'd be. Maybe this sounds testimonial and I don't eman it to. Just, my goodness, the things you can accomplish with God is remarkable.

I talked about my Grandma's death... something I rarely do cause I feel like I can't complain I didn't know her in some ways maybe it shouldn't have affected me as much but it did. The fact that I never got to know a women who shaped my mother's life so much...it makes me feel jipped in a sense. My Grandma is someone i'm more and more like everyday with my works in the Church and with my love for music ( even though I'm not singing... oh how i wish she could have taught me how to sing) My mom pointed this out to me last night and maybe she's right. At GRandma's memorial service Pastor Crappy as we call him did a horrendous job with her sermon and just ruined that day. My mom on the way home goes " It's like despite what he did you got up there and you stood up for us and were all HA! Look what I can do even though you wrecked this for me!" And it true. HAHA on you pastor crappy. You ruined my Grandma's memorial but you'll never ruin my family. WE have each other. You wanna see God? Look at people loving THAT'S your evidence.


HAHA on all the people who screwed up this year. Yeah i'm talking about you the jerk who goes to school in Moscow and yeah i'm talking about you the snotty sophomore clarinet in wind ensamble. Phooey on you. Look at me now. I couldn't be better.

I'm doing what i love to do with the people who love and don't mind me. Things can be stressful but i'll always remember I have God's love. For that, I'm forever greatful. :)

HAHA adversity i OVERCAME you.


I FOUND MY LIMITLESS POSSIBILITES. <3